Disapear

If I beg and if I cry would it change the sky tonight?
Will it give me sunlight?
Should I wait for you to call? Is there any hope at all?
Are you drifting by?

When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it the less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here and then

You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)

And then I lie all by myself, I see your face, I hear your voice
My heart stays faithful
And time has come and time has passed, if it's good, it's got to last
It feels so right

When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it the less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here and then

You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You, you disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear

I missed all the signs one at a time
You were ready
What did I know starting our lives
No, my love I'm ready to shine

When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it the less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here and then

You disappear, you disappear
You disappear, you disappear, disappear

Manusia dan Kemalasan

Aku tinggal di sebuah apartment kos rendah (mungkin sederhana) yang agak terkemuka di kawasan antara Sunway, PJ dan KJ.

Ia terkemuka bukanlah kerana keadaannya yang berprestij tapi kerana ia menempatkan pelbagai masyarakat majmuk. Pendek kata macam 'mini world' la. Di sini telah ditempatkan pelbagai jenis orang termasuklah orang Indonesia, org Nigeria, orang Afrika, orang Nirobe, orang Swaziland orang Kemboja, orang Arab, orang Burma, orang Bangla dan sebahagiannya orang Malaysia.

Sungguh majmuk bukan?

Maka sepanjang penetapan aku dekat apartment ni (dekat nak setahun) aku cukup la tak gemar menunggu lifnya. Tedious kata orang berkulit cerah.

Mana taknya;
Bangunan ada 16 tingkat. Setiap satu tingkat ada berpintu-pintu. Jika dikali-kalikan satu blok tu ada berapa ramai org duduk? Lif ada tiga, tetapi yang berfungsi hanya dua (jika bernasib baik) kalau tak alamatnya satu je la lifnya.

time paling tak best kalau nak naik lif adalah dari jam 7 malam sampai 9 malam. at any cause avoid from taking the elevator. Orang berpusu-pusu macam rumah deorang akan hilang kalau deorang ampai rumah lambat. Dan yangplaing bestnya bila time itu hanya satu lift saja yang berfungsi... runsing.

Here's my point.

Orang yang duduk dekat tingkat satu dua dan tiga punya lah sanggup tunggu dekat nak sepuluh minit semata-mata untuk naik lif. oh cmon lah! Kalau yang naik tuh auntie auntie, makcik makcik atau aci aci mahupun ah so ah so, mungkin ia dapat dipertimbangkan lagi la kerana faktor usia. Tapi, kalau yang menunggu tu budak belasan tahun, mamat awal dua puluhan, gadis mantap yang muda rupawan. Apekah? Tinggi sangat ke?

Kadang-kadang kalau aku malas sangat nak tunggu lif, i would resort to take the staircase, sungguhpun penat memanjat (aku duduk di tingkat 8 ye harap maklum) namun aku puas sebab aku sampai juga tanpa perlu membuang masa yang lama dan dalam pada masa yang sama aku dapat membakar lemak-lemak dibadan

moralnya disini;
jangan la jadi malas sangat, kalau boleh di usahakan sendiri, usahalah jangan harap bantuan sangat.

kapish?

Rezeki Menembak

Alhamdulillah

sebahgian kerja menembak sudah pun selesai dijalankan tunggu 18hb untuk siapkan lagi sepuluh episod.

Aku bersyukur sebab buat pertama kalinya aku dapat memegang satu watak dalam satu produksi bukan lagi ekstra tapi supporting.



Rezeki kot, watak yg aku bawak ni dipegang oleh sorang mamat ni agak terkemuka la, cuma he's been busy and not around so, since the production has to start roll sebelum dia balik and PM dah bosan menunggu dia.

Kiranya aku berada di tempat yang betul pada waktu yang tepat.

mudah-mudahan this is the start of my journey and orang mula kenal aku ( i mean directors la not fans hahah)

random entry

why am i sooo random

n why do take things sooooo seriously demmit...

end

Satu Bulan Yang Penuh

Secara jujurnya aku tidaklah bercakap pasal bulan mengambang ye rakan-rakan. Aku hanya bercakap tentang satu bulan yang penuh dengan pelbagai perkara suka, duka, membanggakan, menyedihkan dan macam-macamlah.

April 2009 adalah satu bulan yang tidak mungkin dapat aku lupakan.

Satu bulan yang terasa amatlah panjangnya meskipun ianya sama sahaja seperti bulan Jun, September dan November iaitu ada 30 hari sahaja. Ini adalah 30 hari yang teramat panjangnya.

2hb April - Aku di samun, hilanglah wallet dan telefon, berbekas lah muka aku.

3hb - 5hb April - Persembahan Jamilah yang di adakan di Taman Budaya KL (ye dalam ke adaan mukaku, aku tetap naik ke pentas)

11hb April - Program Speed Date untuk Cleo 50 Most Eligible Bachelor 2009

12hb - 13hb April - Kursus di Genting (pergi ke Genting tanpa wang huhuhu)

15hb April - Menembak untuk Ghost

19hb April - Ghost Episod 1 (aku ada sebagai Zafrul)

20 - 21hb April - Final Exam aku (3 kertas dalam masa 2 hari)

24hb April - (pagi) menghantar Thesis yg aku siapkan antara 20hb sampai 24hb)
(petang) Final Party untuk Cleo 50 Most Eligible Bachelor 2009 di Zouk (dan ya Henry menang)

27hb April - Masquerade Party (malam Pra-graduan kami) sangat meriah

28hb April - Makan-makan untuk U8B seminar

Bulan ini juga telah menandakan bahawa aku akan menamatkan sesi pengajian aku yang telah berlanjutan selama 5 tahun. Syukur alhamdulillah dapat juga aku tamatkan pengajian aku.

Dengan berlabuhnya tirai hidupku sebagai pelajar kini naiklah pula tirai hidupku yang baru menghadapi dunia yang sebenar yang penuh dengan cubaan dan dugaan.

it was the night that we all waited for, the night that marks the end of our journey as students. the night that tells us that we have to leave it all behind and start a new life and a new person. it was a night full of emotion and joy.
However, it was a night that one can not forget.

don't fret, we will still be seeing one another for convocation baybee...
possibly we will still be seeing one another at some point of our life.
God has His own way of determining things...

Have faith in Him that we will see one another

Be happy and be strong in facing the challenges that life brings to us.

Yep! He won and NOT me

Finally the result was announced last night at Cleo's 50 Most Eligible Bachelor 2009 Final Face Off in Zouk KL. And as expected me Henry Golding won the coveted title of The Most Eligible Bachelor 2009.

The other subsidiary title was won by:

Tony - the most you:nique bachelor (he is number 45 and i wanted that award and he won it hahahaah but he is kinda unique)

Keith - he was won the bachelor with wicked words and know what he want

(the others i don't remember hahahaha)

Altho i did not win anything, and not many friends of mine came, i had a lot of fun throughout the whole program. I met new friends (moe, adly, sharnaaz, farhan and the rest of the bachelors), i got the mingle with stars (burn, henry etc), and i know that there are people who supports me no matter what and the is the most important thing to me.

Thousands of thanks to:
Cleo for providing me with this opportunity
The sponsors

MOTHER who is truly supportive in whatever i do
my boss who sent me that msg hahahahaa

Friends:
Azfar Azman who has endured my diva-ness hahahahaha (love u always)
Hazwani a.k.a Cicak hahaha i know u love me
Nabihah Rosdi a.k.a bieb thanks for coming B***H hahahaha sempat lagik ko cuci mata ye?
Ro; been a while since we met thanks for coming
Imran - thanks for coming altho aku baru je kenal ko
Anna, who came but had to run off to tend her hungry husband, i understand what ur facing, no biggie will love u never the less

the rest who supported tho can't be at the final face off...

i love u guys...

imma gram pics from somewhere soon LOL