This is How it Looks Like

That's me people! Lucky number 44

It was an intense months no sleep (okay la abit of sleep) and can't eat (mainly because i was broke) and the annoyances of what ifs...

what if i was not good enough
what if i was not selected
what if i screw up

until the 24th March 09, i received an sms from Julia (my ex boss from Miss60)

"Liar! you look like Rowan Atkinson meh? chace crawford tuh bulu ketiak yes! i feel sad lor cos i'm not paris hilton!! =)"

It took me a while to get what this lady was talking about. Then it hits me, so i told Azfar, what Julia wrote was what i said to Elsa (the pretty lady who interviewed me). How come Julia knows... unless... then it hits me and hit me hard!

the only way other people would know about it is that they read in the magazine...
i don't wanna start counting my chicks yet since the eggs have not even hatched yet,
so i told afzar, can we get there sooner?
(i was with him in the putra heading to wangsa maju)

once i got there, i saw it,
gracing the cover was Nicole (ANTM 5) with 2 of the bachelors Henry and Liew Kah Hoong.
My heart was beating like hell,
i took the magazine and tear the plastic (of all the months, bulan ni la nak ada plastic cover kan?)

i flipped through the pages and there i was

LUCKY number 44
heheheh

i am happy till now

thanks to:

people from Cleo:
-Elsa (thank you sooooo much)
- Ain (i can't say thank you enough to u)
- Stylist, Hair Stylist, Make-Up, Photographer (for making me look oh-so-good)

Those who have faith in me:
-Mother
- Azfar
- Anna
- Julia Lee
- Paah
- Bieb
- and all my friends (in UiTM Section 17 Shah Alam... go teslian!)
- Peeps at Miss60 KLCC

apa lagi grab a copy of Cleo April and Vote number 44

love you guys!